How does one write about the COVID pandemic, or about living as a US citizen in an increasingly troubling atmosphere? Renowned poet Alica Ostriker’s new collection of poems aims to do both these things.
In seven groups of poems, Ostriker gives voice to where we are now in beautifully direct and sometimes terse free verse. She also dramatizes a spiritual journey through the shattering experiences of the past few years to a hard-won hope.
The beginning of the collection details how COVID time breaks itself down into individual moments:
As I daily wipe
each piece of mail
with Clorox
before opening
to protect myself from the virus
I wish I could wipe myself clean
of envy
of anger
symptoms of another lifelong
contagion illness
(from “Plague Time II”)
Elsewhere, the lyrical “I” struggles with a feeling of numbness that imperfectly covers over a deep sense of loss. But the poet’s work does not stop with these powerful observations. Rather, her concentration on the small and immediate ushers in an intensive search for the divine amid the gaps and shattered spaces of pandemic consciousness. Accordingly, the collection winds its way through oracle and parable toward prayer:
The force that sends light
Through the cracks
In everything
Needs eyes to see
[ … ]
May your eyes see the beauty
and sorrow of the world
clearly and keenly oh
and may light lead you to love
(“Prayer”)*
Ostriker is subtly referencing Leonard Cohen as she persists on her journey toward spiritual connection. Her voyage is also present in a rereading of biblical texts and registers as a celebration of elder womanhood. In “The Old Woman Reads Ecclesiastes and the Song of Songs,” Ostriker interrogates biblical exegesis at the same time that she insists on human agency to repair our broken world. Here, the feminine principle of G‑d enters the scene with energizing force:
Shekhinah help me
to love without cause without cease
help me believe
existence is itself bliss
broken and we
alone required to mend it
Through the Shekhinah, fractured COVID time is re-understood as a series of spiritual interstices: as channels, caves, and doorways where the divine can manifest as a smiling presence.
In the final poems, Ostriker looks beyond even the feminine aspect of G‑d and toward a striking mystical vision, which is enhanced by a newfound sense of awe and humility. Her lyrical quest for light offers readers a stunning poetic roadmap with which they can find their way home to the contemplation of divinity — at its most generous and all-encompassing.
*Our formatting differs from the original poem.
Stephanie Barbé Hammer’s is a 7‑time Pushcart Prize nominee in fiction, nonfiction, and poetry. Her new novel Journey to Merveilleux City appears with Picture Show Press.