This piece is part of our Wit­ness­ing series, which shares pieces from Israeli authors and authors in Israel, as well as the expe­ri­ences of Jew­ish writ­ers around the globe in the after­math of Octo­ber 7th.

It is crit­i­cal to under­stand his­to­ry not just through the books that will be writ­ten lat­er, but also through the first-hand tes­ti­monies and real-time account­ing of events as they occur. At Jew­ish Book Coun­cil, we under­stand the val­ue of these writ­ten tes­ti­mo­ni­als and of shar­ing these indi­vid­ual expe­ri­ences. It’s more impor­tant now than ever to give space to these voic­es and narratives.

Octo­ber 72024 

The fact is one day my daugh­ter will find out 

some­one will hate her

because she is a Jew­ish girl. 

Tomor­row is school pic­ture day and for a moment

I imag­ine her smil­ing in a frame that holds only goodness,

a bound­ary impenetrable,

even though the fact is noth­ing is impenetrable. 

And I will have to tell her what anti­semitism is, 

what rape is. 

When I pick her up from school, she asks from the backseat, 

how do you spell sug­ar, butter?

The fact of being a moth­er is both shield­ing your daugh­ter from the world, 

while simul­ta­ne­ous­ly help­ing her to nav­i­gate the world.

Tonight she will wear her Hanukkah pajamas,

her favorite ones she wears year round,

and I will pray for her safety, 

for the safe­ty of the chil­dren burned alive in their pajamas, 

or tak­en in their pajamas,

and put in cages still wear­ing the same paja­mas they wore 

when they were taken.

The views and opin­ions expressed above are those of the author, based on their obser­va­tions and experiences.

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Car­ly Sachs is the author of the steam sequence (Wash­ing­ton Writ­ers’ Pub­lish­ing House 2006) and Descen­dants of Eve (Blue Lyra Press, 2020). She is the edi­tor of the why and lat­er (Deep Cleve­land Press, 2007), a col­lec­tion of poems about rape and assault. Her poems and sto­ries have been includ­ed in The Best Amer­i­can Poet­ry series and read on NPR’s Select­ed Shorts. Recent work has appeared in the Mid-Atlantic Review, the At the Well blog, and the Earth Etudes for Elul project. When not writ­ing, you can find Car­ly teach­ing yoga or bak­ing with her daugh­ter. She lives in Lex­ing­ton, KY.